Inner Selfish

I watched you turn into somebody else
Have you found what you seek here
You seem to always have the answer
No matter who is asking
Behind your eyes
You'd think that there's life
But you died so long ago
And so as you die tonight
You still want to believe
That you've been alive before
Now spare your cries
We've seen this part
You're just afraid of a world without your face
This is your demise
But you still want to believe
That you've been right all this time

Deadlock

Locked here one more time
Inside my mind where I’m supposed to be
Feeling sober but still high
Cutting off pieces of me for life
I'm always tired of this place
Never cared for anything but the way out
I've waited for something else all my life
Couldn't see it grow all this time
I think I'm losing it all again
All that time Looking into my blank mind
I'm sure I wasn't there all along
I'm making promises that I can't comply with
But my face tells the truth so I won't deny
I've waited for something else all my life
Couldn't see it grow all this time
I think I'm losing it all again

Escape

Well, it's been some time
Since I ran away from all I did
Can't remember the last time I felt alive
I'll break myself
Away from the person that I wanna be
If it's all you're asking from me
And maybe, everything has its purpose in the end
But I'm letting it tear a part of me
I'm letting it crash on you
You'll break yourself
Away from the person that you wanna be
If it's what I'm asking
Would you bear all this pain
And if it seems everlasting
Remember that in our heads
Just reflections of times when we used to escape
From here, from us
The clock is ticking
Everytime, it keeps getting faster
And know this isn't a part of life
Where it gets better

High

Under your chest
You drown in anxiety
About what comes
After you realize that
Your ego is a disguise
For the moments the world gets by
And you can't feel
When you're this blind
Fear will wear you out
If you don't pick up
And step out of your head
It gets lonelier on every step
But the lesson here
Is bigger than ourselves
FEAR.WILL.WEAR.YOU.OUT

NPC

My will, as I'm trashed
Will I stand still on my own
Don't leave me hanging on this burst rope
Set me free, I'll never be
Why should I trust my uneventful endeavours
To save you from yourself
Knowing I can't make you feel better

Sentience

These lapses of happiness
In a string of reality
Some strange reason
Brings me back to normality
So I begin to see myself
As another part of this
And it seems like every moment is drab
When realization brings no surprises
And progress feels like denying
Everything you ever felt was true
Something you can't conceal or
Nothing that ever made a difference to anyone but you
Regret is not what one should feel
When standing against oneself
But freedom within your thoughts
To understand what it is to grow
When you have nothing but your own

Samsara

Deep inside and beyond the stars
There's nothing, but it still would tear us in parts
What does it say about us and our minds
How can we believe?
How can we see clear?
Looking up so close
We meet our destiny
Fading like a soul
Trading itself for control
Of a body trapped on earth
Full of sorry eyes and cold blood
Shedding your skin
Drifting away from your being
This body will show
The silence echoing in you